Observation: my S/O is a photographer, and I want nothing to do with that. Like I can absolutely appreciate nice pictures, and of the two of us, I'm much more the traditional artist, but I don't want to be photographed. Like. If I could just shed my corporeal form and not exist in the physical plane, that would be great because then R couldn't take pictures of me.

I don't want to exist, maybe I can live the rest of my life like a cryptid, never appearing on camera.